*Yawn*

I am on week 3 of work. Basically I am trying to stay awake in my attempt to entertain myself. Everyone around me is busy and I don't have much to do. I'm still in training mode. I forgot how much it sucks to start a new job. I hate being confused and trying to make sense of everything when pretty much nothing makes sense. The people are cool, I like my new co-workers, but I feel pretty worhtless in the fact that I can't really help anyone with anything. Everyone, meaning my supervisor and directors, are telling my to 'enjoy it while I can.' They keep telling me that they know I have nothing to do and that it won't be long. Most jobs you have to hide the fact that you have nothing to do and "pretend" to be busy. Me, I am pretty much on facebook all day long reading about my friend's interests.

16 people from my last job got laid off last week, I'm glad I got out before everyone else started looking for new jobs. Yikes. It's a tough world as it is competing against people from school let alone people who no longer have jobs. But that's the world we live in.

I'm thinking about joining a gym. There is one right across the skyway from me- so close and my insurance has the option if you work out 8 times or more per month than you get $20 off the membership fee. Not a bad gig, if I use it. I NEED to use it, but I'm debating on weather or not I would actually use it. I need to get on a schedule, I'm feeling so lazy lately, mostly becuase I sit on my ass ALL the time. I used to be active and now I have hit the laziest peak I have ever had in my life. Even thinking about my active lifestyle in high school is making me tired. I don't know what happened to me.