Today isn't a good day to be alone with my thoughts. I'm trying to focus on what needs to be done, but I keep waiting for the call.
The call to tell me how he's doing. Is he getting worse? Or is it over? We all know how it will end, but none of us know when it will end. He's fought as hard as he can and has never given up hope. He's constantly been looking for the next study, more research to find the right way to fight the cancer. He's a fighter through and through and he's fighting until the very end.
I want to cry, I want to scream. It's not fair to him, it's not fair to her. They should get more time together, 10 years just isn't enough. They deserved a lifetime together.
Life's not fair and we usually don't get what we want. We have to play the cards we're dealt. It gives us perspective and makes us stronger. But I'm sorry I don't want to listen to your problems today, I don't care about your superficial whining. I've got enough on my plate, I don't care about you today.
(A post about my Step-Father-In-Law's fight with cancer)
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1 comment:
I'm so sorry Heather. I had no idea. Thinking of you and your family in these days.
These are the best kind of feelings to really freely write!
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