2012, Let's Do This.

I've been thinking about a year end recap of 2011 for a couple of weeks now, but I still haven't quite figured out what I want to say. 2011 had some ups; awesome trips to Miami, NYC and Vegas, and downs; Adam getting laid off and Tom passing away. But we made it through, we survived. The fact that the more negative things happened near the end of the year makes it easy to say good riddance to 2011 and to want to welcome 2012 with open arms.

We are starting off 2012 with a decluttered organized house (yes, I'm still excited about that). It makes me feel like an adult, like an almost 30 year old. I'll turn 30 in just under 6 months. 5 months and 3 weeks... but who's counting? I've never been one to dwell on ages, but this one is hitting me a little harder than the other ones. But I'm excited for it. Two years ago, I read a comparison about how people act in their 20's vs. 30's. At the time, I laughed at the differences, but I can already see some of them emerging. Two years ago, I didn't want to miss a thing. Now, my time is more important than being at every event. I would prefer to foster quality friendships than keeping a larger circle of acquaintances. The older I get, the more I know and that's a great feeling. Overall, I want to think of 30 positively and not dwell on the fact that my 20's are almost over.

Turning 30 also signifies that I've been with Adam for 1/3 of my life. One Third! That sounds crazy, but I met him when I was 19 and started dating right after I turned 20. I was just reading a friend's blog and she stated that she thinks people should get married close to 30. While I didn't, I do agree. It's hard to grow up and find out who you are all while sustaining a relationship or marriage. Marriage is dynamic and you need to find someone to grow with, or is at least patient with you while you figure it out. While I can't say how much one changes from 30 to 40, but from 20 to 30 it's a lot and it's difficult to balance it all. But it's all I know. Somedays I wonder what our life would be like if we met later, but I also know we wouldn't have the life we have now if we did. We wouldn't have the memories and the experiences, both good and bad, and they have helped shape who we are.

So, here's to 2012 and to the experiences and adventures that are in store for us. Happy New Year!