Monday, March 31, 2008

Will it ever stop snowing?

March has gone out like a Lion. It snowed all day, wet, sludgy snow. For once, I'm happy to have to take the bus in the morning and to not have to deal with a car or driving at all.

The official countdown:
Classes over- 38 days
Wedding- 61 days
Hawaii- 62 days

6 more weeks of class seems totally bearable. In theory of course, in practice, always harder. The last few weeks are ALWAYS the worst. All the projects are coming together, and everything is building up. Thankfully I do not have any finals, just projects and I think I can handle them. Of course if this semester is anything like last semester, I am dreading the last few days before everything is due. Last semester I ended up taking a week off of work to get all my projects done. This time, I don't have that option as I am saving every last vacation day for my wedding. Deep breathes. Calming thoughts.

Adam is supposed to be addressing invitations, but I can hear Call of Duty from here. I am supposed to be writing a paper, do I call him on it?

It is a little frustrating thinking about all the time I don't have right now and how little help I am getting from the special someone in my life, the one who happens to be playing video games!

I know I'm the one that decided to go to Grad school. However it was not my decision to wait to propose. If I had my say, I didn't, I would have proposed at a time that would have allowed us to get married last summer. It's not a big deal, it just would have made my life much less stressful. Maybe it's frustrating since we've known that we were going to get married for several years now. At least since 2005 when we purchased a house together. Something about having to wait a couple extra years for something you knew was going to happen is frustrating, especially when everything culmintaes at once. My job is harder now, or at least more demanding mentally. Some days I just feel like my brain is maxed out and cannot possibly take anymore. I have about 45 to-do lists happening everyday and questions coming from everywhere and everyone. I just want to go to sleep and wake up on May 31st with everything ready to go. Can someone please arrange that for me? And while you're at it, make the snow stop.

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