There's nothing worse than just waiting for a call... the call. The hospice my Uncle is living at told us this week, that the end for him is near, they estimate he will pass by the end of the week. It's hard to continue with the rest of the week and wonder, when? We did a prayer service for him on Tuesday. It was so nice to be surrounded by family and all get a chance to be with him and begin our goodbyes. I find that I am reaching out to call my mom more just to see if anything has changed and what the latest status is. This also feels counter productive as I know she will call as soon as she has news. Its just an emotionally draining time.
Too add to that, its been a week of midterms. I had a presentation on Tuesday and a midterm tonight. Hopefully I will remember all the content that I need to.. it's hard to work all day and then switch gears for a test without any transition time in between.
36 days left till graduation. That honestly can't come faster. Once I'm done with the test tonight, I have a big paper to do and one final left, both happening the first week in May. It seems manageable but also means I need to maintain motivated to work on my paper throughout the next month and not rush at the end. But that's the story of my life.
My head is all over the place today, I can't focus on this anymore...
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