I heard several complaints from friends on Monday that they had to work and I didn't. In my defense, I still have 5 days worth of work to do. Yes, I could have worked on Monday but not has allowed me to be well rested and relaxed, but at the same time, I'm running out of time. I'm mostly just getting bitter that I have to leave in 15 minutes and realize that there's no way I can get done what I need to in that time. So, the ol' blog calls.
My agency won Boston Market in December and today we had massive amounts of food from them brought in. Sides, sandwiches, corn bread, brownies, cupcakes, cookies. All wonderful however, but I'm really trying to watch what I'm eating right now and I've been taunted by 2 plates of brownies since 11 AM. It has take all of my willpower to not take even a little bit. I caved and had a tankgoodness cookie this morning, so it was even more difficult to avoid the brownies. Once I start eating bad, I usually just run with it for the rest of the day, but not anymore. I'm strongly considering joining weight watchers this weekend. Yes, go to actual meetings. There is a facility a block from my house... I would have to pass the donut shop to get there, but think I can manage. I've been wanting to get back to my college weight (at the beginning, not the end) for several years, I was close at my wedding, but not quite there. So, I'm going to make it official and pay someone to help get me there. Whenever I'm trying not to be tempted by food, I end up surrounded by it. I just give in way too easily. Or I think all food 'isn't that bad'. On the upside, there is a subway super close to me in the skyway that is open until 6pm! I can get a sandwich for $3.30... looks I just solved my school night dinner problem. I can get a healthy dinner for not a lot of money, sure beats $1 for cheese-its from the vending machine.
Alright, off to class. I really hope we just talk syllabus and leave. Somehow I feel like that's not going to be the case.
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