Almost Time.

I'm getting knee surgery on Wednesday morning. I've been reluctant to research much about the surgery because I don't want to frighten myself about it and waste time worrying about things that are just out of my control. They didn't tell me much about my recovery time, very general time lines. But, as more time has passed, the more people I run into that have had the surgery and the more I learn. I like learning from others and hearing about how things went, but now I'm starting to freak out. Over the last 3 weeks, I've regained almost all of my mobility in my knee and am overall feeling well. So, I'm starting to worry about the surgery. I know in the long run, it will be worth it and is the best decision for me. But, it's also a little frustrating to think about how much better I'm feeling now and that it's all going away soon.

This whole thing is putting me in a weird place and I'm trying hard to snap out of it, but have a feeling my weird mood is going to linger for the rest of July. I'm just warning you now...